It is strange
To mourn someone, I never knew
No memories
Of baby boy blue
I don’t even remember our mother carrying you
All I know is the guilt of I feel over
Baby Boy Blue
I wonder would you have been a better brother
Then I am a sister?
Would you be free
From the turmoil I feel.
Would they have liked you better?
Baby Boy Blue
All I know
Is the name they attached to you
Baby Boy Blue
How do I remember you?
To me you were always a phantom brother
A name in the wind
A rose
You were never truly tangible
Baby Boy Blue
I wish I knew you
I wish I could miss you more than I do
Baby Boy Blue
The only thing I remember of you
Is our parents crying in the kitchen
Over you
Baby Boy Blue
Maybe that is why I am so protective of our family
No more loss if you please
Are you the reason I cannot die?
Baby Boy Blue
Save me, save me, save me
I beg of you
Baby Boy Blue
I want to be good enough for you
For them
But how can I?
When I dream of joining you
Help me find the light
Please let the guilt end over you
I am the child who lived
And you who died
If not for them
Help me live for you
To carry the memory of
Baby Boy Blue
Please I beg of you
Don’t let our family lose another child
Like we lost you
Our darling
Our angel
Our Baby Boy Blue